( cut for long stream of consciousness ramblings, you have been warned )

well, yesterday we met up with jamie, headed to the dog and trumpet to watch wrapped in plastic, alex was their stage slave, and i was more than a little jealous of his cage ( Read more... )

ok, today has been weird and not nice and angsty

been feeling like i want to be boy
which is scary, because i'm not trans
i don't want to be trans
and i was ok with wanting to genderfuck and be boy occasionally
but this was a need to look boy ( Read more... )

well, today was weird
woke up feeling better than usual, grandma thinks the meds have kicked in
tidied my room
met up with kate at three, and another friend from RHS joe
tried to go to the poetry cafe, but it was shut so joe showed us this little Indian place, with a very friendly owner who looked like an Oompa Loompa. we had cups of chai and sat ( Read more... )